deep breath

so i've had a running blog going in my head all day, but none of it is really formulated enough to write. so i'm putting this down instead:

"The things that we don't comprehend
Are laughing at my mind again
I think that i think too hard
And i don't give enough credit to my heart

I'm so
Damn curious to know
And there are too
Many unanswered questions
That we hold onto

I've put my theories to the test
You know i've tried to do my best
But maybe we weren't meant to strike gold
Sometimes things that you ignore
Are all the things i'm looking for
Will i learn to let go
Give into love and listen to my soul

I'm so
Damn curious to know
And there are too
Many unanswered questions
That I hold onto
Like you "


when did life get so layerd?


i should be sleeping. so i can get up and do laundry before i head up to CT....looking forward to a night out of the city, drunk with friends and bbq, sleeping in a tent under the stars....and looking forward to the 4th of july repeat of this past wed. night on annie's roof (thanks annie btw, for the inspiring view and good conversation, just what i needed) ...this time with more alcohol, a few more people, and fireworks(!)...her view is fucking amazing from up there, the fireworks are gonna be all around us....